Psycho - Psychic : The Link

that ardent thought of having better english

2004-10-16T03:23:00.000+08:00

Alright people, don't try to correct other people's english, unless you know them really well and they won't mind.

Even if you want to do it, please, do it well. Don't come to me, force out that accent and trying to say something like 'sorry it's not poser, it's poseur'. If you ever do that again, i will succumb to fscking your ass first, then asking you to check the dictionary. Both words have the same meaning, so don't make a fool out of yourself, and also, don't think you have a higer level of english just because you use 'poseur', you poser! =P

Anywho, enough of discrimination. Stay tuned for our latest recordings from Triple 'T' NF! I went to gaff's place and didn't even manage to record one good piece. Bleah. Someone ask me to sleeeeeeeeeeep well before i go for any recordings.

Training's resumed, someone amputate my legs, they can't take it anymore. Okay i know i'm full of rubbish, but i'm really tired. I think i have had enough attention for now. Hee.

Good night, people!

life factorising (trying at least)

2004-10-14T04:45:00.000+08:00

alright like psycho, i dont want this blog to rot neither... so ill just write a couple of lines before taking my shower and going skool... ive always wondered what the purpose of life is... i mean, why do we have to be born and then die some time later? is there like an aim or a mission? well i still dont know... so till i find out, which i dont think i ever will, ill just leave yall with this quote, since writing all i think about life is useless because ill just get back to square one... "life is a lesson, you'll only learn it when you're through" -psychic

.psychic perfectionist.

time factorising

2004-10-13T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hey all.

Time flies, like always. If i don't post anything now, soon it will be a decade since i've posted anything. No, i won't let that happen. I won't waste my time. Time is money, money buys dreams, without dreams you have no hope, and hope dangles on my balls, so without hope my balls will feel uneasy. So that's about the main point. Time is important, so grasp it, fully utilise every opportunity you have.

Yea, that's about all the crap i can provide for now. I guess i shall leave a quote here and see if you people can decipher and really think into it. =)

'Life's like a movie. Write your own ending. Keep believing. Keep pretending...'

Alright people, enjoy your after-exams period! Chill, with our new cover of a very punk song. Yea, get it from either of us if you are interested. Punk not dead.

Triple 'T' NF, we do not put on an attitude or behaviour, or even an appearance to show that we are punks, 'cause we are punks from the inside, deep down, it lives in us.

Also, note either of us if you have any requests for us to cover any songs. Hopefully we'll find time to do it, but if we get paid, it's a totally different thing. Enough dreams, too much hope and my balls will drop. Good night!

-Psycho Schizophrenic

my side of the story

2004-10-04T20:53:00.000+08:00

Okay as you all have seen from psychic's post, the ideology is real realistic if you think about it enough. In my opinion, i share quite the same thought, but on a different basis. I think it's of this 'out of the human principle' theorem, i call it.

All of us are born into this world, as good people. We are all expected to turn out as good people, as so we are influenced to be. It's all about having the people around you to influence you to become who you are. You become what they influence you to be, not as your true self. The coolness you see in the others, you will want that, therefore you act like them, meaning you put on a pretence. The whole of your life is just a pretence, an act, the scenes, whereby you are doing whatever you are doing, because you are supposed to do that, because of who you are, or rather who the people influence you to be. You dare not be yourself, or rather i will say, cannot be yourself, because the others influence you to become what they want you to be. Through rapports from young, your parents establish you and put down the red carpet for you to go through this life, as a 'good man', or as a 'good human', as to do what a human should do.

Some of us, however, don't turn out quite this way. I would say the most successful people in life are them, at least they do earn my respect. For example, famous people like william hung. He has this ultimate mentality, where he does what he wants to achieve happiness, through sheer honesty of himself, of not becoming what others influence him to be, but deciding what he wants himself to be, even to be a fool in television broadcast, but he's happy. He is contented with what he has turned himself to be, without regrets, and that's real happiness, the being of your real self. For some insignificant figures, or i will put them as having significancy in the other way, are spotted in our everyday lives too. For example the infamous Ivan Chang in our school. This post is never posted to discriminate him or anything, but rather as a praise, i respect him. Although he is often looked at as a sissy, one which is always over confident of what he is doing, he still doesn't dread what he's doing, for that is who he really is, the published product of what he wants himself to be. Few of us can get ourselves to having that kind of a mentality, if not there will not be a need for alcohol. Leading in a stress-free life, worries-free, a life where even if you err, you know it is you who erred, therefore you will not regret.

One other case study is that of a psycho, or a lunatic. People look at them as having mental disorders, but from my point of view, just my little perspective, i do not think so. I will not advocate anyone to have that same perspective as me, but do think about it. These so called psychos and lunatics, they are still born into this world as a human being, for what they are now, it is because they never do grow in the same world as us, or put it as never influenced like us to be 'real human beings', following what i call the 'human principles', meaning what you should be doing as a human being. Just like cannibals, they are thought of as inhumane, tearing up people and eating their flesh, brains, intestines etc. I apply my 'out of the human principle' theorem here. They are too human beings, but they are never influenced to become a human, to grow up as a normal human being. Therefore, they act like animals, because that is actually what human beings are supposed to be, and behave like them. They are not actually inhuman, but they are not influenced the same way as of what a human will be. They are not actually brought up in this environment whereby everybody around them influence them to be 'good human beings', or rather, they have too much of negative influences, which make them lose their mind people will say, or rather i will put it as, think from a different point of view, for all of us are the same, but they are the unique ones.

Here i will like to sum up my post with these quotes.
'Your facade is a pretence, for who you really are, we will never want you to be.'
'The bad is what you have achieved, for the good is what you pretend to be.'

Again, i will strongly suggest anyone reading this to not make this your perspective of life too. Also, i will not mind if you have the thought that i am insane, different people have different point of views.

Now take care people, ponder about this, and have a nice day! =)

-Psycho Schizophrenic

the other side

2004-10-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

hey lately ive been noticing... that people act different when in different situations... we all have alter-egos, but most of us dont notice it... some call it the 'softer side', but i would call it the real side of a person... see what we call ourselves is actually a concoction of ideologies of others... we take a little of everyone and everything around us and call the product 'me'... so technically speaking, we are actually not ourselves but what others influence us to be... some people act the way they do to seem cool, others to impress people... yet there are some who act the way they do to attract attention... what i call the other side is when you are all alone, with no one to influence your thoughts... no one to tell you what is right, what is wrong so you can think whatever you want without bothering what others think of what you think... which brings us to the next point...

some people spend a lot of time with their 'softer side', with their inner side... sometimes they do this up to a point where they dont care about what other people think of them and dont let others influence the way they think... they prefer to follow their own ideologies... these people are what society calls 'psychos' or 'weirdos'... in actual fact, these are just the people who think for themselves, instead of having others think for them... for those who aren't aware, these include people like transexuals... and people whose alter-egos are altered states of consciousness which get them in trouble... they may not be 'normal' the way we define that term but the only reason we say so is because since others influence us and we influence others, the world is actually just a small society where its inhabitants are mostly superficial-minded and have no mind of their own...
"society is defined by the term superficiality" -psychic
yet there's still a situation in which people sometimes face, when the line between the two sides are blurred... the end product? a schizophrenic

.psychic perfectionist.

nothing comes for free

2004-10-02T16:19:00.000+08:00

Hey all.

I teared when i was returning home, on a bus. I didn't know why though, i think i was elated, mentally overjoyed. The thought of me starting from scratch, being what i am now, and dreaming about what i would want to achieve. I can't wait for the recognition to come, the recognition which i worked so hard for, which i never had even until i was in sec2, the recognition in the realm of basketball. I was devastated when i was in lower sec, when some shit happened. Quite incredulous, but that was the solely reason why i am earning the recognition now.

In everything you do, all you need is hardwork, if there ain't no hardwork needed to achieve something, there's no challenge in it. Just so, what's the point of doing it? Well i'm not in a very fresh mood to come up with some quote everyone will put on their msn nick, but just stick with this. 'Nothing is achieved without hardwork. What you achieve without hardwork, is nothing.'

Alright study hard everyone! Good luck in the exams!

-Psycho Schizophrenic

maiden post

2004-10-02T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hey all, i'm here to post.

Life has been quite busy since exams are nearing, well everybody goes through that. I'll be elated just if i don't screw them up. I actually met up with a neighbour today, who's in the national basketball team. He told me he doesn't really know what's the point of playing ball, except for an interest. Solemnly, basketball is equivalent to our lives. He's quitting the national team, because that interest is dead. Another player gives up this opportunity, just like i did, perhaps not for the same reason, but still earns my two cents worth of respect.

'I'm a self-made man, very much in love with my creator.'
Here's one to my ego. Everybody needs an ego, i don't discriminate people who need more, because i need some too. Well, just if everything falls into place, the world will see my effort someday.

Here's one more for all the basketball lovers out there, who dreams big. It's not always about getting to the top, it's about your constant recognition there.
'Don't be a playground legend; let it happen.'

Alright good night everyone, enjoy your weekend.
Good luck for your exams!

-Psycho Schizophrenic

all rise: psychic perfectionist is around

2004-10-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

hey... okay this the first time im posting on this blog... me and psycho schizophrenic down here had some ideas which coinicided so we decided to make this blog... okay most of the template works are done by psycho... okay enough with the intros... oh, remember to tag!

okay first lets clarify a few doubts... this is not so much of a blog as in the literal sense of the word, but just a place to post our thoughts on stuff affecting as well as not affecting us... stuff which bother us, and stuff which bother the world... once in a while there'll be a quote, if i think its good enough for here... and just to stress on psycho's point, bloggers who post about how cruel god is towards them and shit like that, yall can f off, thank you very much.

"the depth, not the length of life, is what matters" -psychic

.psychic.

Diverse Interlocutor

2004-09-29T23:24:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone.
This is a blog for us to post our thoughts of any issues, just rather how we think about stuff. Don't mind our frenetic and incredulous thinking, but yes, that's us. We do not advocate paraphrasing of any kind, so quotes here should fulfil the sense of originality, unless otherwise stated. Just for your information, there are jiayan and gaffar on this site, and as to who is posting which blog, the one who signs off as 'psycho' is jiayan and 'psychic' is gaffar. If the signing off is 'parapsychologists', that means the both of us had the same idea and wanted to post it. Okay i guess it's enough said, just enjoy viewing. Do leave your thoughts of the website, or any comments on the tagboard. Just don't go using the 'anonymous' status and make effortless attempts to inflict annoyance, we don't give attention. Oh yes, i should stress on this issue too. We detest people who have a blog and post about how their horrendous lives suck. Everyone's life sucks, it's just upon your perspective of it.
Good day, everyone! =)

Psycho